Dear Tyler, I love to say your name. I love to hear others say your name. I want to hear you call me mom-moo and give me a big ol bear hug while u pick me up with you strong arms. Give me another "hummingbird kiss". Fix your brother's new Suzuki and ride a wheelie the length of the driveway. Tell your bro you love him and you will b with him till the end of time. Remember when I told you that after mom and dad , you'd only have each other. How far is heaven!?! How long must we suffer without you before the links of our family chain can b forged eternally together? Call you dad, dadd-o or dad-doo again. A good friend asked me on the phone tonight if I was glad to get past this Memorial Day weekend of 2011? No, the truth is no!!! I never wanted it to get here; don't want it to be a year, or a day with out you. Want to turn back the clock!! and give you back life and joy and strength and let you live a pain free headache free life without a chiari malformation. Dear God in Heaven I don't Understand!!! Friends and family we miss you soo much. May those who knew you keep you alive in their thoughts, words, prayers and memories. Your 22 birthday is just 12 days away. we have a gaping,unhealable hole in our hearts and lives without you.
we miss you soo much.
